I have many writings ready to put on the page for my folio, but they'll have to wait - it's been over a week since I've written for Seeker & Sage and I feel called to write this post first.
But with so many thoughts and inspirations to pursue from the festival, I have been wondering what to write about.
The words of the beautiful, talented and wise author, Sue Woolfe are ringing in my ears. At a private workshop on Sunday morning titled Unlocking Creativity she said,
"I want you to find your heart."
Goose bumps. My mind went immediately to Seeker & Sage.
I am I thought... I am trying to find my heart. Every post I write comes from my heart. This to me was very affirming - I felt like I was on the right track.
But she hadn't finished.
"I want you to take risks... I want you to be really brave.
I want you to try and find the thing that you almost dare not say.
Once you find what that is you will never be able to stop writing."
The room was silent. And very still. She had hit us with it - the big cohuna. And it hit me hard.
I had been honest, yes. Followed my intuition and trusted it to deliver - and it had. But there were many uncanny moments and profound learnings that I felt I couldn't write about. My ego, always wanting to serve and protect, judged them as being 'too big'. Whenever I had the urge and the instinct to write those things that I almost dare not say, fear got the better of me.
Sometimes I have touched on them and hit 'publish' with a rapid heart beat and held breath. But after listening to Sue Woolfe I realised I have witheld a lot. I have been brave to a point, but I know I've been sharing what's within my comfort zone.
So 28 posts on, the bubble has burst. It's time to be really brave and try and find the thing that I almost dare not say... and say it!
It's time to write what wants to be written.